Help! Merch request

[Automatik]

Long time no see (I haven't been on the forum since 23 April 2018, it says), but I am hoping someone here will be able to help me somehow replace an item of merch that is very dear to me and seems to be no longer available anywhere (not on the official shop, eBay, Amazon, etsy, anywhere).

I found out today that I have lost the following t-shirt, from the Holy Bible 20 tour in 2015:
http://http://www.foreverdelayed.org.uk/msppedia/index.php?title=File:2015_-_US_Handgun_T-Shirt.jpg

My late mother bought this for me at the time and I am distraught by its loss. Can anyone give any tips on how I can find a replacement? It won't be the same but I will still have the t-shirt, which means so much to me. Money is no object. I need the t-shirt in medium. Any tips or offers would be very gratefully received. Would contacting the official website shop help, does anyone think? Perhaps they have a few lying around somewhere?

It's been a while since I posted here and I cannot remember whether this kind of request is allowed as a new thread, so apologies to the mods if I have overstepped the mark, but I don't know where else to ask.